| Location | Colchester Essex |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 24/01/1999 |
| Date of Death | 24/01/1999 |
| Visitors | 7,596 since 31/08/2007 |
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Baby Rebecca smith
Born with her angel wings
on the 24th January 1999..
Big sister to Rhiannon and Kane
AN ANGEL FROM THE BOOK OF LIFE
WROTE DOWN MY BABYS BIRTH
AND WHISPERED AS SHE CLOSED THE BOOK
YOUR TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR EARTH
My precious little girl, well we had it rough didnt we baby girl we had a rough pregnancy but still
i enjoyed every moment you was inside me the feel of your kicks every morning at 4am and the feel of
you turning round everytime i had a bath, i was honoured to carry you inside me for 27 weeks..The
day you was born was the happiest day and also the saddest of my life,you was born at 7.15am you
weighed 348 grams to me you was perfect,small, but you was beautiful sweetheart i can remember every
detail of you, your little face with a tiny piggy nose,your long feet with tiny toes and your hands
and those fingers of yours i can still feel my fingers touching yours and i thought to myself what
beautiful fingers you have and you even had tiny finger nails.. God i miss that feel of you in my
arms and the touch of your skin. I felt so happy to have you in my arms that day i never wanted it
to end... Then came the next day wow what a turn around the pain in my heart, it was awful i didnt
know what to do with myself i couldnt breath my whole world just ended no words can explain the raw
pain inside me i just cant explain it sweetheart i had to leave that hospital without you, my arms
and my heart were empty!! what on earth was i going to do now.... I cant remember to much about the
next few weeks apart from hard raw pain and emptiness and many many sobs and didnt think id ever get
through this i just wanted it all to end.. Then came your funeral your coffin was a beautiful tiny
white one and you had some gorgeous flowers but all i wanted to do was get you out and run away with
you ,just you and me and noone else.. The next few months were grey then you sent me a gift the most
precious gift anyone could give me!! you sent me your little sister i know you sent her,you saw the
pain i was in.. Yes she did help me through the bad days but you are still my number one girl and
always will be my special precious little girl, theres not a day goes by that i dont think about you
and wish you was here and you now have a little brother too,i often think what you would all be like
together,playing with all your toys but i know your up there looking after all the other angel babys
and playing with angel toys and when its night i look up at those stars and i see you twinkle down
at me. Good night my precious little angel you are always in my heart forever and always will be..
Love your broken hearted mummy xxxxxxxxx
There is alittle corner
where i visit everyday
No-one knows i go there
or how long that i stay.
In this little corner
i speak to you alone
i imagine what it would be like
to have you back at home.
In thia little corner
i hold you really tight
i cuddle,kiss and squeeze you
what a pretty sight.
In this little corner
i tuck you up to sleep
another cuddle
another weep.
Where is this little corner
where we never are apart
its where i always have you with me
its the corner of my heart.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx x
Life's A Climb - Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
there's a voice inside of my head, tellin' me
"you'll never reach it"
every step I'm takin'
every move I make
feels lost in no direction,
my faith is shakin'
but I gotta keep tryin'
gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
ain't about how fast I get there
ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
it's a climb
The struggles I'm facing
the changes I'm taking
sometimes they knock me down, but
no I'm not breaking
I may not know where, but
these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
just keep pushing on, but
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
ain't about how fast I get there
ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
it's a climb
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
ain't about how fast I get there
ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
it's a climb
Keep on movin'
keep climbin'
keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
the climb
keep the faith, keep your faith!
Dear Jessie - by Madonna
Baby face don't grow so fast
Make a special wish that will always last
Rub this magic lantern
He will make your dreams come true for you
Ride the rainbow to the other side
Catch a falling star and then take a ride
To the river that sings and the clover that
Brings good luck to you, it's all true
Pink elephants and lemonade, dear Jessie
Hear the laughter running through the love parade
Candy kisses and a sunny day, dear Jessie
See the roses raining on the love parade
If the land of make believe
Is inside your heart it will never leave
There's a golden gate where the fairies all wait
And dancing moons, for you
Close your eyes and you'll be there
Where the mermaids sing as they comb their hair
Like a fountain of gold you can never grow old
Where dreams are made, your love parade
Pink elephants and lemonade, dear Jessie
Hear the laughter running through the love parade
Candy kisses and a sunny day, dear Jessie
See the roses raining on the love parade
Your dreams are made inside the love parade
It's a holiday inside the love parade
On the merry-go-round of lovers and white turtle doves
Leprechauns floating by, this is your lullaby
Sugarplum fingertips kissing your honey lips
Close your eyes sleepy head, is it time for your bed
Never forget what I said, hang on you're already there
Close your eyes and you'll be there
Where the mermaids sing as they comb their hair
Like a fountain of gold you can never grow old
Where dreams are made, your love parade
Pink elephants and lemonade, dear Jessie
Hear the laughter running through the love parade
Candy kisses and a sunny day, dear Jessie
See the roses raining on the love parade.
Good Morning Beautiful angel xx
I just wanted to come on and say Im so sorry for not being there for you and your family, Ive been struggling recently and found it difficult to come on GTS
I always think of you and if I dont come on every day it doesnt mean I have forgotton you
I send all my love to you always xxxx ♥
HEAVENS NURSERY
THE POEM READ OUT LAST NIGHT AT YOUR MEMORIOL SERVICE.
In heaven there must surely be
a special place,a nursery
where 'little spirits' not fully grown
go to live in theie heavenly home.
The angels must attend with love
tiny spirits on wings of doves,
the choir of angels must sing lullabies
maybe quieten their tiny cries.
The father must come by each day
to cuddle and play in a special way
these tiny sprits left earth too soon
little ones called home from the womb.
These sparks of life did not perish
but came to the farther's love to cherish
to grow and be taught in his own arms
safely away from all earthly harm.
The comfoter was sent to earth at once
to the parents who lost there little one
their hearts so ache,their arms feel empty
the question 'why' seems so tempting.
Then all at once in the midst of tears
there comes a peace that still the fears
the parent share the fathers own need
to hold their tiny spirit being.
They relinquish their own desperate hold
and release their baby to the farthers fold
then comes a angel to wishper the truth
of a nursery in heaven bearing rich fruit.
Of tiny spirits chosen to worship the farther
a place that couldnt be filled by another
called to be spared from the struggles of earth
chosen to be one of heavens births.
So farther,wisper words of love from me#to our unborn 'life' in your nursery.
AUTHOR UNKNOWN
♥ღ♥ A Last Goodbye ♥ღ♥
Though happily each year began
I had to die whilst very young
It is so long since our last touch
And I miss your presence there so much
Of many things I needed to learn
So to this place God made me turn
Yet with so many things to do
I have taken this moment to speak to you
The life that was, was not to be mine
Yet within this world it has worked out fine
Where I am now I have found new friends
In a place called Heaven where the spirit ascends
Straight to this world few pass it by
And no one here can really die
Although this child you cannot see
I know you'd be so proud of me
I look forward to when I'll see you mum
So until it is your time to come
Enjoy your life
And please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye.
Steve Franklin Palmer
♥ ♥ HEAVEN ♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without the children there,
Playing hide and seek in pearly mists
Free from every pain and care.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their carefree rapture,
Scrambling through the fluffy clouds
Each happy moment to capture
♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their shouts and laughter
Echoing across Elysian fields
As starbursts they chase after
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their joyful choir
Ringing through celestial realms
Sweet voices rising ever higher
♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their radiant light,
Undimmed by earth's murky shades
Their robes shining bright.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their smiles of pleasure,
Bearing sheaves of rainbow flowers;
Children are Heaven's treasure.
♥ ♥
I stood by your bed last night;
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
'It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.'
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, 'it's me.'
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, 'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say 'good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.'
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll fly across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.
- Author unknown
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SKY BUNNIES
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The sky is full of bunny clouds
So soft and fat and white,
I wonder if they're hiding eggs
For angels to find with delight.
Because angels like Easter as well, you know,
And there's no reason why
There shouldn't be an Easter hunt
In meadows in the sky.
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Miss you so much baby girl
Hello my lil princess hope your having lots of fun wiv all ur lil friends,i know i dont come on here much lately but mummys finding it so hard at the mo i miss you so so much darling i think of you everyday and wish you was here with us, i love you always baby girl xxxx
Now then little Angel.. I had to come and talk to you as Im going away for a little while and wont see you for a week.. How am I going to cope not seeing my precious angels who have been having so much fun with Bailey.. I will keep you in my thoughts all the time, and I will continue to wish your Family well..
Its Easter weekend, are you all excited for your Easter eggs, Ohh I bet you are, hehe just dont eat them all at once because you will be poorly, and we dont want that do we now.. No.. So you be a good little angel and eat them one day at a time..
I know all you angels will be with us on Sunday, lets hope its a nice day hey..
Have lots of fun and look after Bailey for me wont you whilst im away, Hes my star you see and I want to know hes going to be happy playing with all his friends..
Right then little one Fiona best be off, Got more angels to visit, Much love to you and your Family sweetheart, See you when I get back..
Ps Be Good :)
Fiona xxxxxx
♦♥♦ Cherished Memories ♦♥♦
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Sometimes it's hard to understand
To see the reason why,
Sometimes it's hard to find the words
To say that last goodbye.
Sometimes it's hard to look ahead
With eyes still filled with tears,
But all our cherished memories
Will live on through the years.
And though there are no answers
The questions still remain,
Sometimes we just can't comprehend
Or understand the pain.
Sometimes it's hard to look beyond
The rainclouds in the sky,
Though all our cherished memories
Will stay as time goes by.
Sometimes when we close our eyes
The only thing we see,
Are moments that are long gone by
Of how things used to be.
Sometimes we need to just let go,
Let tears fall as they may,
Reliving cherished memories
That never fade away.
(Author unknown)
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THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT FOR ME AND MY ANGELS.
LOVE ALWAYS ELAINE XXXXXXXX
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