| Location | Colchester Essex |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 24/01/1999 |
| Date of Death | 24/01/1999 |
| Visitors | 7,635 since 31/08/2007 |
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Baby Rebecca smith
Born with her angel wings
on the 24th January 1999..
Big sister to Rhiannon and Kane
AN ANGEL FROM THE BOOK OF LIFE
WROTE DOWN MY BABYS BIRTH
AND WHISPERED AS SHE CLOSED THE BOOK
YOUR TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR EARTH
My precious little girl, well we had it rough didnt we baby girl we had a rough pregnancy but still
i enjoyed every moment you was inside me the feel of your kicks every morning at 4am and the feel of
you turning round everytime i had a bath, i was honoured to carry you inside me for 27 weeks..The
day you was born was the happiest day and also the saddest of my life,you was born at 7.15am you
weighed 348 grams to me you was perfect,small, but you was beautiful sweetheart i can remember every
detail of you, your little face with a tiny piggy nose,your long feet with tiny toes and your hands
and those fingers of yours i can still feel my fingers touching yours and i thought to myself what
beautiful fingers you have and you even had tiny finger nails.. God i miss that feel of you in my
arms and the touch of your skin. I felt so happy to have you in my arms that day i never wanted it
to end... Then came the next day wow what a turn around the pain in my heart, it was awful i didnt
know what to do with myself i couldnt breath my whole world just ended no words can explain the raw
pain inside me i just cant explain it sweetheart i had to leave that hospital without you, my arms
and my heart were empty!! what on earth was i going to do now.... I cant remember to much about the
next few weeks apart from hard raw pain and emptiness and many many sobs and didnt think id ever get
through this i just wanted it all to end.. Then came your funeral your coffin was a beautiful tiny
white one and you had some gorgeous flowers but all i wanted to do was get you out and run away with
you ,just you and me and noone else.. The next few months were grey then you sent me a gift the most
precious gift anyone could give me!! you sent me your little sister i know you sent her,you saw the
pain i was in.. Yes she did help me through the bad days but you are still my number one girl and
always will be my special precious little girl, theres not a day goes by that i dont think about you
and wish you was here and you now have a little brother too,i often think what you would all be like
together,playing with all your toys but i know your up there looking after all the other angel babys
and playing with angel toys and when its night i look up at those stars and i see you twinkle down
at me. Good night my precious little angel you are always in my heart forever and always will be..
Love your broken hearted mummy xxxxxxxxx
There is alittle corner
where i visit everyday
No-one knows i go there
or how long that i stay.
In this little corner
i speak to you alone
i imagine what it would be like
to have you back at home.
In thia little corner
i hold you really tight
i cuddle,kiss and squeeze you
what a pretty sight.
In this little corner
i tuck you up to sleep
another cuddle
another weep.
Where is this little corner
where we never are apart
its where i always have you with me
its the corner of my heart.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx x
JUST LETTIN....
...U KNOW..........
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... i.....was.....here xxx
Now then little one, Its been a while Since Ive spoken to you properly..
How are you doing, Are you being a good little Angel for your Loving Family.. Ohh good :)
I want you to do me a huge favour and keep shining down over your Mummy
as she is missing you so much, God shouldnt have taken you we all know that but
now that he has we all have to help your Mummy get strong again dont we
Its been very wet and blowy this weekend hasnt it, But look.. Looks like the
Sun is finally going to come out today..
Are you still sleepy after the clocks have gone forward, hehe so Am I..
Listen I better get going now, Carry on twinkling over your Family and let them know your
Around to guide them through, All my love Fiona xXx
YOUR SPECIAL ANGEL
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When you hear an Angel softly whisper to you,
In the light of the day, or the darkness of the night.
When you feel the presence of an Angel caress you,
And see their beautiful wings spread in graceful flight.
When something inside you just makes you smile,
Or you feel a warmth suddenly wash over your heart.
When your dreams are beautiful and include an Angel,
As you lay with your head on your pillow, in the dark.
When you're alone, and everything is quiet around you,
Yet you can hear the sweetest lullaby being sung.
When waking up in the morning, any troubles feel lighter,
From speaking with an Angel, before a new day has begun.
Then you know I am the Angel who you can feel and hear;
Your special Angel from Heaven who will always be so near.
I'm no longer able to be here in body, but I'm with you everyday,
As my loving heart, my soul, and my spirit, will never be far away.
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Love Always Elaine xxxxxx
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Those we love remain with us
for love itself lives on
and cherished memories never fade
because a loved ones gone
those we love can never be
more than a thought apart
for as long as there is memory
they'll live on in the heart.
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There is a special place in our hearts
for those we have loved
for those who have loved us
without question, without a word or promise
there is a special place
where there is no pain or fear
where love flows freely
there is a special place to rest
in our hearts forever.
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I know how much I miss you
I feel an emptiness inside
It shows in everything I do
It's something I can't hide
I simply miss you being there
Life seems dull and flat
Without you nothings quite the same
I can't say more than that
But one day we will meet again
I know that this is true
But everyday until then
I know i'll just be missing you.
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Love always elaine xxxxxxxx
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There are angels in the heavens
there are angels on the ground
there are angels all around you
just waiting to be found...
So when you're feeling lonely
or just a little blue
open your eyes to see the angels
they are there waiting for you...
Don't forget about these angels
during all of your good times too
for they like to share your happiness
and the joys that come to you...
They will wrap their wings around you
to protect and guide you through
all the sad and tragic moments
that this life can throw at you...
They are sent to you from heaven
from our father up above
so remember to look for the angels
they'll show you all gods love...
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Have you ever truly heard
an angel whisper in your ear?
their voices are soft and comforting
letting you know you have nothing to fear...
If you listen very carefully
you might just hear their sweet voice
whispering to you of gods perfect love
and all things that make you rejoice...
They do their very best
to always watch over you
to keep you safe and happy
in everything you do...
So next time you feel lonely
kind of scared or feeling blue
just whisper to your angel
and listen...for they will whisper back to you...
xxx ~~ Love Always ~ Elaine ~~ xxx
I cannot dial your number
I can't get through to you
I called the operator
She did all that she could do
There is no code to heaven
I cannot place the call
No numbers left to try
I reckon i've tried them all
If heaven had a phone
I'd ring it every day
If heaven had a phone
Theres things I want to say
Tell you that I love you
Miss you since you went away
And how much I prayed to god
That he could have let you stay
Oh darling, if heaven had a phone
Theres things I want to know
Things I want to tell you
How do you feel?
Should I stay or should I go?
Are you looking over me
Do you see me cry a tear
Questions I want to ask
Answers I need to hear
If heaven had a phone
I'd ring it every day
My life has had no meaning
Since the day god took you away
I only know more sadness
More tears again today
Maybe one day i'll smile without you
Until then I will always cry
One day the sun may shine for me
Like it did for you and I
My life was for tomorrow
Now my life is yesterday
I cannot face this world alone
Please show me the way
If heaven had a phone
I'd ring you every day
If heaven had a phone
I'd hear your voice, know that you're okay
I just want to speak to heaven
please do you have a direct line
Operator says no number
But your loved one says they're doing fine
Love always Elaine x♥x♥
~~ The Angels ~~
May angels rest beside your door
May you hear their voices sing
May you feel their loving care for you
May you hear their peace bells ring
May angels always care for you
And not let you trip and fall
May they bear you up on angels wings
May they keep you standing tall
May they whisper wisdom in your ear
May they touch you when you need
May they remove you from each trace of fear
May they keep you from feeling greed
May they fill you with their presence
May they show you love untold
May they always stand beside you
And make you ever bold
May they teach you what you want to know
About life here and here-after
May they fill you always with their love
And give you the gift of laughter
~xXx~ ~xXx~ ~xXx~ ~xXx~ ~xXx~
~~ Angel In My Pocket ~~
I am a tiny angel
I'm smaller than your thumb
I live in peoples pockets
That's where I have my fun
I don't suppose you've seen me
I'm too tiny to detect
Though i'm with you all the time
I doubt we've ever met
Before I was an angel...
I was a fairy in a flower
God himself hand picked me
And gave me angel power
Now god has many angels
That he trains in angel pools
We become his eyes and ears and hands
We become his special tools
And because god is so busy
With way too much to do
He said that my assignment
Is to keep close watch on you
When he tucked me in your pocket
He blessed you with angel care
Then told me to never leave you
And I vowed always to be there
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~~ Guardian Angels ~~
When angels sense you need them
and angels always do.....
they come unseen from everywhere
to help and comfort you
they hover close beside you
till all your cares are gone
till they can see you're ready
once again to carry on
Then some of them may fly away
and take their gentle touch
to other hearts that need
the love of angels very much
but one at least stays with you
as your constant friend and guide
for guardian angels never leave
they're always at your side
~xXx~ ~xXx~ ~xXx~ ~xXx~ ~xXx~
Love Always ~~ Elaine...x♥x
Happy Valentine's Day xx
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Love always Carole xxxx
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I've listened to the footprints poem
a million times or more
of how when only one set shows
upon the sandy shore
it's the lord carrying us
and taking on our load
and his are the only set
of footprints that showed
But what if when we look
there are no footprints to be found?
all we see is plain and simple
sand upon the ground
no imprints showing that our lord
is carrying us through life
helping us when we feel
we can not handle all this strife
Where is my lord now that i've fallen
and can't seem to get back up?
so tired and lonely
trying to deal with what seems
an overflowing cup
where are those footprints
in the sand
to tell me he's right there?
helping me with problems
and showing that he really does care
Does he have favourites, OH NO
please tell me that's not so
but why does life seem easier
for some people that I know?
and sometimes I just scream out loud
although it seems in vain
but often gets harder each day
to deal with all this pain
And then it dawned on me
as I realize how simple could it be
I wonder why I was so blind
that I truly did not see
it must have been a lightening bolt
that one day gave me light
because out of the clear blue sky
I finally regained my sight
I saw a fluffy white cloud
shaped like an angel dear
that helped me to understand
and see things oh so clear
that's when I saw no footprints
and so often wondered why
my lord carried me on angel wings
when he decided to fly.
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Love always elaine xxxxxx
ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR...♥ღ♥
The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.
♥ღ♥
We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
♥ღ♥
The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
♥ღ♥
The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
♥ღ♥
You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
♥ღ♥
When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
♥ღ♥
You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
♥ღ♥
Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
♥ღ♥
Written by: Dolly Lee
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Love always elaine xxxxxxxx
Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever in my heart
Love always your very special angel xxxx
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