Rebecca Ann Lousia Smith

1999 - 1999
LocationColchester Essex
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth24/01/1999
Date of Death24/01/1999
Visitors7,635 since 31/08/2007
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Baby Rebecca smith
Born with her angel wings
on the 24th January 1999..
Big sister to Rhiannon and Kane

AN ANGEL FROM THE BOOK OF LIFE
WROTE DOWN MY BABYS BIRTH
AND WHISPERED AS SHE CLOSED THE BOOK
YOUR TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR EARTH





My precious little girl, well we had it rough didnt we baby girl we had a rough pregnancy but still
i enjoyed every moment you was inside me the feel of your kicks every morning at 4am and the feel of
you turning round everytime i had a bath, i was honoured to carry you inside me for 27 weeks..The
day you was born was the happiest day and also the saddest of my life,you was born at 7.15am you
weighed 348 grams to me you was perfect,small, but you was beautiful sweetheart i can remember every
detail of you, your little face with a tiny piggy nose,your long feet with tiny toes and your hands
and those fingers of yours i can still feel my fingers touching yours and i thought to myself what
beautiful fingers you have and you even had tiny finger nails.. God i miss that feel of you in my
arms and the touch of your skin. I felt so happy to have you in my arms that day i never wanted it
to end... Then came the next day wow what a turn around the pain in my heart, it was awful i didnt
know what to do with myself i couldnt breath my whole world just ended no words can explain the raw
pain inside me i just cant explain it sweetheart i had to leave that hospital without you, my arms
and my heart were empty!! what on earth was i going to do now.... I cant remember to much about the
next few weeks apart from hard raw pain and emptiness and many many sobs and didnt think id ever get
through this i just wanted it all to end.. Then came your funeral your coffin was a beautiful tiny
white one and you had some gorgeous flowers but all i wanted to do was get you out and run away with
you ,just you and me and noone else.. The next few months were grey then you sent me a gift the most
precious gift anyone could give me!! you sent me your little sister i know you sent her,you saw the
pain i was in.. Yes she did help me through the bad days but you are still my number one girl and
always will be my special precious little girl, theres not a day goes by that i dont think about you
and wish you was here and you now have a little brother too,i often think what you would all be like
together,playing with all your toys but i know your up there looking after all the other angel babys
and playing with angel toys and when its night i look up at those stars and i see you twinkle down
at me. Good night my precious little angel you are always in my heart forever and always will be..

Love your broken hearted mummy xxxxxxxxx


There is alittle corner
where i visit everyday
No-one knows i go there
or how long that i stay.
In this little corner
i speak to you alone
i imagine what it would be like
to have you back at home.
In thia little corner
i hold you really tight
i cuddle,kiss and squeeze you
what a pretty sight.
In this little corner
i tuck you up to sleep
another cuddle
another weep.
Where is this little corner
where we never are apart
its where i always have you with me
its the corner of my heart.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx x


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This Tribute Is For This Weekend

Candles Will Be Lit Again As Usual For Monday


LITTLE ANGELS

When God calls little children
To dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares
With the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold.
So He picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them
And so He takes but few
To make the land of heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult,
Still somehow we must try.
The saddest word that mankind knows
Will always be 'goodbye'.
So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realise God loves children
Angels are hard to find.

If roses grow in heaven,
Lord Please pick one for me.
Place it in my Loved ones hand
And tell them it's from me.
Tell them that I love them
And when they turn to smile,
Place a kiss upon their cheek
And hold them for a while.
Remembering them is easy,
I do it every day.
But there's an ache within my heart
That will never go away.



I looked towards the clouds today
And for a moment saw your face.
I wondered just where you have gone
With hope it's a better place.

Did you show yourself to me today,
To tell me you're all right?
Or was it just a daydream
Playing tricks upon my sight?

We will always feel the void inside
Because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
Lets us know you're near.

So until our journey nears its end
And we hear the angels sing,
We'll face each new day as it comes
And live off the love you bring.



If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.

Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.

But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.

Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe January 22, 2009

I would like to say thank you from the bottom of my heart, For you being so caring and keeping Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and the rest of my Angels in love while I have not been able too, I really appriciated it so much, You are a special person.
I feel able to come back now, or I am going to try, So bare with my if candles are a bit hit and miss.
Thank you so much, You've helped me cope.
Carole ( Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and all my other Angels xxxx )

♥ Hello little Angel ♥

Fiona is so sorry she hasnt visited you in a while, Ive been away and had things to do, I didnt have my computer with me and the laptop I was using was soo slow, I knew you wouldnt mind because I have been thinking of you every day as I always do, I hope your Mummy is ok, and Im back now to light candles every day, So Little one, I'll see you tomorrow, sleep tight x
Love Fiona x

Angel Baileysmummy (GTS Friend) January 18, 2009

This Tribute Is For This Weekend

Candles Will Be Lit On Sunday Night As Usual

Everyone Have A Good Weekend



To My Dearest Family, Some Things I'd Like To Say.
But first of all, to let you know,
That I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven.
Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness;
Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy
Just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you every
Morning, Noon and Night.
That day I had to leave you
When my life on earth was through.
God picked me up and hugged me
And He said, "I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again,
You were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family,
They'll be here later on.
There's so much that we have to do,
To help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things,
That he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list,
Was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night
The day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....
In the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth,
And all those loving years.
Because you are only human,
They are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry:
It does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers,
Unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you
All that God has planned.
If I were to tell you,
You wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain,
Though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now,
Than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you
And many hills to climb;
But together we can do it
By taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy
And I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world,
The world will give to you.
If you can help somebody
Who's in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night......
"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....
My life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody
Who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up,
As on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street
And you've got Me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
Only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go....
From that body to be free.
Remember you're not going.....
You're coming here to Me.

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The moment that you died,
My heart split in two,
The one side filled with memories,
The other died with you.

I often lay awake at night,
When the world is fast asleep,
And take a walk down memory lane,
With tears upon my cheeks.

Remembering you is easy,
I do it every day,
But missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.

I hold you tightly within my heart,
And there you will remain,
Life has gone on without you,
But it never will be the same.

For those who still have their LOVED ONES,
Treat them with tender care,
You will never know the emptiness,
As when you turn and they’re not there.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe January 16, 2009

Hugs from Heaven....

Hugs From Heaven
by Charlotte Anselmo

When you feel a gentle breeze
Caress you when you sigh
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From a loved one way up high.

If a soft and tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose
They've added a small kiss
As fragile as a rose.

If a song you hear fills you
With a feeling of sweet love
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From someone special up above.

If you awaken in the morning
To a bluebird's chirping song
It's music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long.

If tiny little snowflakes
Land upon your face
It's a hug sent from Heaven
Trimmed with Angel lace.

So keep the joy in your heart
If you're lonely my dear friend
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A broken heart will mend.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Friend) January 13, 2009

MEMORIES OF YOU

Memories of you...
Will stay in my heart forever,
Memories of you...
I will always treasure.
Memories of you...
make me feel warm inside,
Memories of you...
are the love I cannot hide.
Memories of you...
help me through the day,
Memories of you...
will never fade away.
Memories of you...
are beautiful and dear,
They seem to grow still brighter
with every passing year.

Precious words by Sophia Parker

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A GUARDIAN ANGEL

Flew down from above,
To teach me a lesson
About the powers of love.
She whispers to me,
Take a hold of my hand,
There are so many things
I wish you to understand.
About the powers of love,
And all it can do,
To someone who needs
To share it with you.
A pat on the back,
A kind smile on your face,
Can make someone's life,
A much brighter place.
It doesn't take much,
To show someone you care,
To give them the love,
God gave you to share.
So please keep in mind,
All the powers you possess,
To grace someone's life,
When they're in distress.
You've been put on this earth
To bestow the powers of love,
And with those final words,
She disappeared up above.

Love Always Elaine xxxxx

Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Friend) January 11, 2009

Its time to rest your eyes and go to sleep, you are one of the brightest stars up in the skys

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Loads of love now and always sweetheart xx

Angel Baileysmummy (GTS Friend) January 6, 2009

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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;


I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.




If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.

If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.

If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.



Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.

Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.



As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum


I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.

I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
Friday 2nd January

Marie-Angela Rowe January 2, 2009

Each year I resolve with the strongest intent
To be better this year than the last.
And I work very hard; the rules hardly get bent,
But this discipline gets old so fast!


But with this new year I just know I’ll win out,
Just watch how I do and you’ll see!
I’m not going to have yet another blowout;
I’ll be good as I know I can be.


But, if wicked things beckon, and I’m not so strong,
If I weaken and fall on my ast,
I’ll be thankful again that you’ll help me along
As you have during all new years past.


I’m so grateful that you’re my (gts friend)! Happy New Year!

Tania Coakley (GTS Friend) January 1, 2009

x~ HAPPY NEW YEAR ~X~
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sending love to you angel and your loved ones.
thankyou for everything you have done in 2008 and im sending my best wishes for 2009.

LOVE NOW AND ALWAYS JANET KEITH AND OUR ANGELS CONNER AND RICHARD XXXX

Janet Angel Conner Rhys Mummy (Auntie) December 31, 2008
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