| Location | Colchester Essex |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 24/01/1999 |
| Date of Death | 24/01/1999 |
| Visitors | 7,634 since 31/08/2007 |
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Baby Rebecca smith
Born with her angel wings
on the 24th January 1999..
Big sister to Rhiannon and Kane
AN ANGEL FROM THE BOOK OF LIFE
WROTE DOWN MY BABYS BIRTH
AND WHISPERED AS SHE CLOSED THE BOOK
YOUR TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR EARTH
My precious little girl, well we had it rough didnt we baby girl we had a rough pregnancy but still
i enjoyed every moment you was inside me the feel of your kicks every morning at 4am and the feel of
you turning round everytime i had a bath, i was honoured to carry you inside me for 27 weeks..The
day you was born was the happiest day and also the saddest of my life,you was born at 7.15am you
weighed 348 grams to me you was perfect,small, but you was beautiful sweetheart i can remember every
detail of you, your little face with a tiny piggy nose,your long feet with tiny toes and your hands
and those fingers of yours i can still feel my fingers touching yours and i thought to myself what
beautiful fingers you have and you even had tiny finger nails.. God i miss that feel of you in my
arms and the touch of your skin. I felt so happy to have you in my arms that day i never wanted it
to end... Then came the next day wow what a turn around the pain in my heart, it was awful i didnt
know what to do with myself i couldnt breath my whole world just ended no words can explain the raw
pain inside me i just cant explain it sweetheart i had to leave that hospital without you, my arms
and my heart were empty!! what on earth was i going to do now.... I cant remember to much about the
next few weeks apart from hard raw pain and emptiness and many many sobs and didnt think id ever get
through this i just wanted it all to end.. Then came your funeral your coffin was a beautiful tiny
white one and you had some gorgeous flowers but all i wanted to do was get you out and run away with
you ,just you and me and noone else.. The next few months were grey then you sent me a gift the most
precious gift anyone could give me!! you sent me your little sister i know you sent her,you saw the
pain i was in.. Yes she did help me through the bad days but you are still my number one girl and
always will be my special precious little girl, theres not a day goes by that i dont think about you
and wish you was here and you now have a little brother too,i often think what you would all be like
together,playing with all your toys but i know your up there looking after all the other angel babys
and playing with angel toys and when its night i look up at those stars and i see you twinkle down
at me. Good night my precious little angel you are always in my heart forever and always will be..
Love your broken hearted mummy xxxxxxxxx
There is alittle corner
where i visit everyday
No-one knows i go there
or how long that i stay.
In this little corner
i speak to you alone
i imagine what it would be like
to have you back at home.
In thia little corner
i hold you really tight
i cuddle,kiss and squeeze you
what a pretty sight.
In this little corner
i tuck you up to sleep
another cuddle
another weep.
Where is this little corner
where we never are apart
its where i always have you with me
its the corner of my heart.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx x
Eight years my little girl was born
and left behind me to mourn
she got her wings so she could fly
with the angels up so high.
I miss her each and everyday
oh why, dear god, couldnt she stay
seasons have changed and time has passed,
my love for you sweet rebecca
will always last.
xxxxxxxxxxxx
FORGET-ME-NOT
FORGET-ME-NOTS
We are the ones god chose to take
we are the ones you could not wake
we are the buds you see on a tree
we are the ones whose spirit runs free.
We are the bulbs you may plant in the spring
we are the sound when you hear the birds sing
we are the ones that could not cry
we are the ones he chose to die.
Our tears are the tips of the morning dew
we are the ones that you never knew
we are the rain thats left on the grass
the test for life we did not pass.
We are the bees you hear hum
we had no voice to call you mum
we are the forest that fragrance the wood
to be with you,if only we could.
We are the sun,the clouds,the moon
we are the blooms that went to soon
we are the stars that shine above
we are the ones you could not love.
Forget-me-nots thats what we are
we grow in your garden not very far
we are the heart broken in two
we are the ones who belong to you.
We are the ones you could not share
we are the empty space you see there
so really you see us in every way
FORGET-ME-NOT FOR EVERY DAY.
She is my darling,my angel
She is part of me
to be born to my arms was not meant to be.
I held her,i kissed her,i love her so much
i cry and i miss her and wish i could touch
her arms and her fingers
her face and her toes
her hair and her cheeks
her lips and her nose.
Still i imagine how she might of been
if she hadnt died,might i of seen,
how she laughed and she giggled
as she fluttered her eyes
as she tried to look shy when a boy passed her by.
But still i imagine,how strange it would be
if god had not taken my baby from me,
To be with him up in heaven,she was special you see.
He called to you rebecca,come sit with me
so she went and she sat and she stayed by his side
with a sweet smiling face,i know shes happy with him.
There is alittle corner
where i visit everyday
No-one knows i go there
or how long that i stay.
In this little corner
i speak to you alone
i imagine what it would be like
to have you back at home.
In thia little corner
i hold you really tight
i cuddle,kiss and squeeze you
what a pretty sight.
In this little corner
i tuck you up to sleep
another cuddle
another weep.
Where is this little corner
where we never are apart
its where i always have you with me
its the corner of my heart.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Life has changed since losing you
nothing is the same,
Yet all i have are memorys and a photo in a frame.
I travel to your resting place and flowers i place with care
but no-one knows the heartache
as i turn and leave you there.
TODAY IN MY GARDEN
Today in my garden
I planted a tree
A tree of heaven
Thats what it will be.
Each day i shall watch it
Grow tall and strong
Each day i shall ask myself
What did i do wrong?
My tree of heaven
Will see me through
My tree of heaven
Was planted for you.
FOR MY MUMMY
WEEP NOT
Weep not for me,
I am not here
Beneath this stone
You plant for me.
I am above
In the sun and shower
I fall upon each
beautiful flower.
I am the warm breeze
on your cheek.
I am the happiness
You seek.
Weep not for me
Mummy of mine
I am always here
Just locked in time.
Rebecca
Never to have known you,but to have loved you.
Never to have cared for you the way that mummys do.
With you i leave the hopes and dreams for the little girl i have so breifly known,but i now kacknowledge the sadness of my loss.
My love and memories will always remain with me,and i pray to god to do for you all the things i would like to do and keep you,my precious little girl,safe from harm.
I,ll always love you with all my heart sweetheart
love always mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
In a baby castle just beyond my eyes
my baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who am i to wish her back into this world of strife?
No, play on my little girl,you have eternal life.
At night when all is silent,and sleep forsakes my eyes.
I,ll hear her tiny footsteps come running to my side.
Her little hands touch me,so tenderly and sweet,
I,ll breath a pray and close my eyes,
and embrace her in my sleep.
Now i have a treasure that i rate above all other
I have known true glory as i am still her mother
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